My SO and I have been together off and on for 3 years now. I was sexually abused by my stepdad when I was younger and have a lot of insecurities when it comes to sex with guys. It's something we've been working on our whole relationship. I've never been able to get out of my head.
But about 2 months ago, something just changed. I stayed the night, which wasn't unusual, and we started kissing and touching each other. But this time it was just so sensual and intense. I don't know what changed or where it came from.
He ate me out for a solid 20 minutes and by the end I was shaking uncontrollably. I sucked his dick until he came and I swallowed, which I haven't done in a long time.
I got on top of him and rode his dick for the longest I ever have, I honestly lost track of time. I didn't have to stop and rest, I just kept going and going. We were both drenched in sweat, making it much easier for me to grind on him.
I squirted for the first time when I was on top of him. I've since learned that it's easy for me to recognize the angle that he needs to hit for me to squirt, but I can never distinguish when it's actually happening. I honestly don't know how many times I squirted but it was everywhere.
He pushed me off and laid me down, pulling my legs over his head. He fucked me hard for a few minutes and I squirted more- I don't know how many times still. We couldn't sleep on the bed that night and it was still wet when we woke up early the next afternoon.
Our sex life has vastly improved since that night, but I've still never squirted that many times or that much again.